i dont know where i have gotten all of this energy!!? since being pregnant with dahlia and then giving birth and then breastfeeding and then getting pregnant again and then giving birth to valen... etc etc... i have never had this much energy! it is really odd. and it isnt the coffee talking either!

i dont sleep well at night so i am confused how i have any energy at all. if i sit too long i get tired but if i keep going there is no stopping me! its like someone has been giving me speed unbeknownst to me... im not complaining though, it is really great! usually this time of year i get a little bummed and dont want to do anything, but so far so good this time! it is probably due to the fact that the last 3 or 4 years have been so busy with pregnancy and birthing that my body is finally back to its original state (better than) and it feels good!!i feel like i am completely away from the postpartum blues business, hooray!

but for some reason i dont have the energy to clean the shower(=