today was my first exam at the doctors office.... also an ultrasound!!! we saw the baby and everything! its little arms and heartbeat!! it was so cool! he even danced around in the womb for a few seconds.... it was super groovy! i thought i was going to cry before i got there but i guess im not as emotional as i was in the past. i think i get more emotional when i am surprised by something than a planned happening... do you see? (=   our doctor is fabulous! at first i was afraid, i was petrified... but once she came in i saw there was nothing to worry about. i guess i had always heard terrible stories about "womens" exams and pictured a gruff and bitter old woman with a big metal cold hook!! i think i will stop there with the details.... i think you get the picture. but really she seems very sensitive and sweet. i am just so stinkin excited about having a little bodeutschette that i cant control myself! really i am spazzing out at this moment!