Life feels new. Starting a new year actually feels refreshing this time. Saying goodbye to augustine seems so far away now. Some days I find myself emotional and it can be hard to think about him and other days I am yelling at justin to get a vasectomy! seriously! (: That isn't scheduled for a few more months so I guess God has a little more time to slip us a fast one (: it's really up to him right now.

I am feeling more content with my life than ever. That has always been a struggle for me since having children and what a relief it is to be able to enjoy every moment of every day. (ok mostly) These two children overwhelm me with their amazing personalities and hillarious sense of humor. It is a blessing to be their mother! I never in my wildest dreams could have imagined myelf saying something like that ten years ago! but it's true. life is beautiful and thankfully I am not the same as I was ten years ago!