i feel more content in life right now than i can remember ever being. life has completely gone in a different direction than i would have thought when i was younger, but i am glad it didnt go the way i pictured it! i married someone who is perfect for me but never would have known it if God didnt hit me upside the head... am having my third child soon and never thought i would have any kids or let alone WANT to have them.... i dont let my insecurities or weaknesses define me like i once did..... and i grow closer to God every day and am thankful for who he has made me to be!

seriously, i dont think anyone but my family can really understand how opposite this is from who i was 10 years ago! its exciting to see how much i have changed and the better perspective on life i now have. i just feel so overwhlemed lately with joy and thankfulness, i just had to share!