not ready

So I decided to postpone yet another treatment. After reading more about this specific drug and the success rates, I am skeptical. I haven't seen my doctor yet about the MRI and I was hoping to do that last week. I don't want to do any more treatment until I feel mentally ready. I am certainly not there yet. 

Still physically feeling great! Actually feeling quite normal. I am remembering though that the normal before #@$% wasn't all that good. (: HOWEVER, much better than during #@$%! No icky nausea which is the worst. 

Today we are getting ready to have a little party at a local cupcake shop with Dahlia's friends from school. Celebrating her 6th birthday! Pictures to come soon! 

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