fist i want to say "I LOVE BEING PREGNANT!! its the most wonderful thing ever!
so i havent been working for about 3 weeks. i certainly didnt enjoy getting up at 5:30 am, but sitting at home isnt much better. if i was working still it would seem impossible to get up that early since i barely sleep at night anymore.... i know i am just being prepared for what the baby will be like, but you arent going to believe me when i tell you how many times i get up at night! i get up almost every hour! at least 6 times a night! and i dont even drink anything an hour before bed..... i also toss and turn cuz i cant get cumfy with my big belly in the way(= i am really glad i am not working because i would be falling asleep at work!
but even if i have things to keep me busy at home i still need to get out of here! i like to be around people, ya know, feel like the world is still going round... its also hard to get motivated to do anything really around the house because i know i will be here for several more weeks... so what is the rush, ya  know... kinda like work, if you have to get a job done by a deadline you will, but if there is no deadline then you kinda dilly dally.... ok maybe thats just me but its no good!
oh did i mention we only have one car for now, so leaving the house isnt optional(=
i do get out of course sometimes, like doctors appointments and a couple of my friends dont work during the daytime, but still its hard... i dont know how i did this last summer!!!