my job is much better now. i was going crazy for a while there and i really didnt see any light at the end of the tunnel..... but i am very thankful that God decided to help me out here(= i really couldnt handle another breakdown....i really dont have a choice either. i have to stay there until the other girl comes back from maternity leave... there is no way around it! so i have to make the best of it... and  ya actually yesterday i was LOOKING FORWARD to going to work.... now that is a first!!!

i had four days off this week and i had no problem waking up at 6 when justin had to get up, but then when i actually have to work that day... my body is so mad at me and its extremely hard to roll out of bed..... how bizarre... and i sleep so much better when i dont work the next day! like my mind is already stressed out even though i havent even gotten to work yet.

all in all, life is better because my job doesnt make me as crazy!