Wow, I feel so much better today! Compared to Saturday when I wrote the previous blog entry, I am at peace about the whole idea. We saw my doctor today (and I didn't have the urge to punch him in the nose) we decided to start the next treatment January 9th. I really think if I just have some time off I will be able to handle the next round which will last 12 weeks. The new drug we will be using is totally different than the previous one I just finished. Minimal side effects and nausea is not on the list! hooray! I am just so thankful to be feeling myself again and continue that through the new year!