so i am about 10 weeks pregnant... for those of you who dont want to do the math... that is 2 1/2 months. before i was pregnant i hated it when people would refer to pregnancy in weeks but now i understand and that is how the doctors refer to time. maybe its because there is so much that goes on in just one week... anyways.....

since the first week of pregnancy i have been nauseas!! pretty much all the symptoms they speak of in all those books! constipation... cravings... smell sensitive.... motion sickness (in cars) trouble sleeping.. but not very moody or emotional... well except the other day i started crying when i normally wouldnt have. things seem to pile up faster and it can be too much all at one time... especially figuring out what to wear... i know that sounds ridiculous!!! but i hear its not crazy while you are pregnant. im just so uncomfortable that i cant wear half my clothes now so it makes it hard to get dressed (=

...so we dont know what sex the baby is until about 18 weeks... i dont really care if it is a boy or a girl... a girl would be fun of course...and no not to dress up in pink frills and lace but just because i am a girl and could relate better i am sure. but id like a boy first so that he can take care of his other siblings when they get older. my brother was older than me and my sister and i really liked that idea. also we dont want to space them out too far in age. my siblings are all 1 year apart and it was great growing up... we always had someone to play with. and then in highschool me and my sister hung out with the same friends. justins siblings are about 4 years apart... that was a little much he thinks. so 2 or 3 at the most... but im sure we will have to reconsider once we see what type of a child the first one will be. if its calm and easy going then, another one in 2 years wouldnt be so bad. but if its anything like justin as a child.... we might just tie the tubes and call the whole thing off!!!