thanks to all of you who took the poll about poo (= i guess i was just wondering how comfortable people are being in awkward situations with someone they love. i wasnt surprised by how many of you said that you would rather not, but then again i was. before i got married i never thought i would let myself have no makeup on and feel ok about it, i never thought i would be able to pick my nose or poo or burp or anything like that in front of someone i was trying to be attractive to.  but the nice thing is, justin doesnt care at all, and that is so freeing! maybe i would be like that even i was married to someone else, but i am not sure. when something bothers me i just asking myself, should this bother me? am i being ridiculous? am i worrying for nothing? obviously this issue doesnt seem very important in the big scheme of things, but i think it may be another analogy for other parts of my life. i guess i just want to be totally real and be myself, and sometimes that may seem like i bare too much. i feel like if i can be myself in my private life  then maybe that will roll over into every other area of my life and i will be unafraid to be authentic with everyone.i dont want to be trying to be what i think others want me to be or what the media or tv tells me is how i should be, why does anyone listen to them? i am not impressed if i feel like someone says and does all the "in" stuff. yes i want to be culturally relevant and relatable but i think being real without being tainted by the "fake" is more relevant and necessary than all this hype and over emphasis on surfacy junk.

comcast forgot to turn off the inhibitor for the cable, so we have way too many channels now so i have beenchecking out a few more things than i normally would, and it is so not necessary and doing anything good for me, i do like a few things but i got to be careful i dont get sucked in! we told the guy who was over here to turn it off and he said he would but that was a week ago.... i am a better person without it!

anyways, in regards to the beginning of this entry...we may have the most comfortable relationship that i know of... but then again maybe you are comfortable with not being comfortable doing uncomfortable things (=and that is ok, i just need it a different way.so that brings me to my next question....

Can you poo in front of other peoples spouses?

ok just joking, but i actually do have another poll on the side bar. vote please!